I trusted you more than words can say
i sat on your lap and u began to speak
"your so beautiful" you said with a smile
as i sat there my knees felt weak
I felt so scared and alone
i was seven then and i was on my own
you stared into my beautiful eyes
soon after you ran your hand up my thigh
I felt so weak and i wanted to scream
"its ok" i thought its all just a dream
i sobbed and panicked as i felt the pressure gain
u sat there and smiled as u felt my pain
i layed there on my bed in my night gown
as you walked into my room i began to frown
i hated you so much then and i still do
as you crept up behind me u whispered "boo"
then the pain started all over again
i felt sick to my stomach i didnt want it to begin
my parents asked me what was wrong
i didnt tell them because i wanted to be strong
i was sick for the next three days
you fucking traumatized me in so many ways
i couldnt eat and i really couldnt sleep
all i could ever do was lie there and weep
you fucking bastard now i hate you
i hope you fucking choke and die too
i wish i could cut ur dick off and watch you bleed
you deserve it you stupid pervert, you do indeed
i will have my revenge someday
now i am stronger in every single way
in mind,body,heart, and soul
i can't wait to dig YOU a fucking hole
i want you to find me you sick pervert
i want to watch you suffer and hurt
i want you to know how it feels to be helpless
the way i felt that night i was restless
like i said i dare you to find me you bastard
i'll be waiting here with a nice sharp dagger
i'll pierce it through ur heart and watch u scream
the same way i did that night i wished was all a dream
I can't wait to see you
To feel you in my arms
I can't wait to hold you
And feel your love so strong
I can't wait to kiss your lips
And tell how much you mean to me
I can't wait to touch your strong body
Your everything to me can't you see
I can't wait to hear your voice
To hear you whisper in my ear
I can't wait to love you
Now that i am with you i shall never feel fear
I can't wait to meet you
To see your loving smile
I can't wait to stay with you
To hold for awhile
I can't wait to taste you
Now i am yours forever
I can't wait to share this bond with you
I will leave you never
COMMENTS
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LordOfNoctemAeternus
02:13 Dec 16 2008
Umm I am sorry hugs
VampressKira
21:36 Jan 05 2009
This her mom and I think that this is an awesome poem about an experience that can't be forgotten. I am so proud of her she has a really good talent. She needs to write more stuff, this is tha first that I have seen and hopefully there is more to come. I love you babygirl!
VampressKira
01:54 Jan 10 2009
this is my moms comment above in case you guys were confused or something. :)
Lordpeace
22:30 Mar 20 2009
i am so saddedned things like this should never happen nor should they be forgotten and i hope evntually he gets what he deserves